I have never been forgiven by my mother because of the things that I did to hurt her in the past.

And it’s all because of her drinking.

When I said on how sorry that I was for whatever bad thing that I did in the past. She would say to me on how awful I was and all the other things that she said to me later on.

I felt like that I was being hurt by her. Day by day by day from her.

This made me on who I am today. Someone who hates alcoholics and despised of them all now.

I have trouble forgiving people now who hurt me in so many ways.

It’s hard for me to forgive and let go because I know that alcoholics blame other people for something that they didn’t do.

I’ve learned my lesson from that. And that is to never forgive an alcoholic for what they done to you.

Because they will bring you down again and again until one day they betray you.

I am so better off now today because I am a lot stronger than my mother was. The end.