I slipped.

Still I continued cause I had no choice.

I felt my boots disappearing from the bottom.

The ice was a living nightmare.

But I continued.

I’m all grown but I’m so young.

A little girl in a dangerous world.

I felt small and tears all crawled.

I wanted to find that door.

I will find that door.

And no it’s not ego

Or pride

Or jealousy.

It’s nothing of the human flesh.

I’m guessing it’s something in…

My spirit.

The lake

Its frozen.

It might represent my now.

My present.

I’ve been young

I’m q little girl.

And I have not grown.

I’m stuck with logic and imagination.

I’m the smartest in the world.

But I’m here stuck.

I’m here wandering around a polar bears safeness.

I’m here risking myself.

Risking my future.

Still I continue.

Cause my family loves me and I love my family.

They all depend on me.

Me?

I’m just a little girl.

I’m lost.

My knees seek help.

But I’m grown and I can help.

I will succeed.