It’s Been Awhile
I’m one day out of a five year sentence.
I’m harder, I’m stronger. I feel no repentance.
Nobody here waiting, no hugs on release.
Jus worn shoes, a few dollars, a ratty old fleece.
I walk into that diner with a jail attitude.
The waitress is polite so of course I was rude.
I’m eager to get home get back in the mix.
Itching to get back on track and up to old tricks.
Nobody here worries if I live or die so who the fuck cares?
I’m angered by scornful looks, whispers, suspicious stares.
I turn and see another face, her eyes soft and kind
She seems to have a lot to speak, some thoughts on her mind.
“The coffees good” she says. “But I can’t recommend the food.”
A smile escapes my face. It seems she’s altered my mood.
“is that so?” I ask, feeling better I think. “So what do I try?”
“Well, The omelette disappoints, she winks. Try the key lime pie.”
In the world where I’ve been caged, looks equal threats, harm or danger.
I sometimes forget how easy it was to say hello to a stranger.