I rediscovered something that gives me hatred towards yet I quite love

It was a revelation filled with tears, tension and physical and mental pain

It’s something that means a lot to me and I find important in my daily day

It’s something I gained while training for and spent all those days i could’ve spend doing something else

I found it during a challenging time

It felt like a purpose to fix a broken puzzle that needed to be tended on

To reattach something that was lost and felt empty without.

Something im proud to admit and keep struggling with because it feels like all those years have paid off. It suits me, it fills me up with joy.

It’s tender soft and warm

It’s now found

My passion