208 days 30 weeks 7 months That’s how long I was with you It’s how long I was my happiest, Most adventurous, growing self I had trusted you But that trust had evaporated into the clear sky Sending me spiraling And not handing me a parachute Plummeting me to my death It was 221 days 31 weeks 7 months Of heartbreak Growth And confusion I’ve found heartbreak as a comfort And a death While a sacrifice was forced on a broke being With nowhere to go