208 days

30 weeks

7 months

That’s how long I was with you

It’s how long I was my happiest,

Most adventurous, growing self

I had trusted you

But that trust had evaporated into the clear sky

Sending me spiraling

And not handing me a parachute

Plummeting me to my death

It was 221 days

31 weeks

7 months

Of heartbreak

Growth

And confusion

I’ve found heartbreak as a comfort

And a death

While a sacrifice was forced on a broke being

With nowhere to go