I felt so nauseous. I couldn't hide my feelings any longer, it felt like they were pounding out of my chest. I've never been one to be brave or risky, but this undying love was eating me alive.

I approached you, like any other day. We laughed about old memories and made promises to catch up soon. After our goodbyes, I asked you to wait.

I just have to get something off my chest. Our energy together feels magnetic and we share a deep understanding. We see each other for who we are. Without masks. I don't want to risk ruining what we have, but it may be worth it for the chance to experience a future together.

You smile and say how flattered you are. You thank me and say gently that you don't feel the same way.