Life without you is no life at all

When the door opens and it isn’t you

I just picture your warm nature whispering hello

These challenges I’ve been going through have been tough

Without your guidance and lending an ear when I need it. It’s been a year and I still hear

Marissa girl, smile

To be alone with my thoughts and no one to share them too has been overwhelming.

Life without you is unbearable.

I wasn’t the nicest to you, I took you for granted

I wasn’t the most compassionate but you had enough for both of us.

To regret my actions and words said to you

Is what I live with

Life without you

I feel misunderstood and taken advantage of, walls are high and anxiety of the day progressively gets worse

How can I ever forget you

I listen to your voicemails

I reread your texts

life without you

I wish I didn’t have to live