I am that I am, I never ever stop wanting things, that’s what I said myself, now , I stopped doing it. I wanted a ginger cat, I got a grey one instead, doesn’t matter—

he was fluffy so..Still cute if you ask me. But she left me. But I wasn’t that kind of person to not care, I saw her kids one time, and I never got emotional, I just realised, that even if she’s dead , she’ll have another life. I’m not that kind of person to take care of her, but I’m still telling myself—if you thought about it, you might know what…I am that I am.