As the hazy light filtered through the trees, I felt at ease. I was home. Miles away lay a kingdom that I was supposed to lead. But here was the place that I actually felt like royalty. The current slowly moved me through the rising trees. The sun came through like a dim spot light. It was as if nature was telling me I was doing okay and that it believed I was meant to be who I was. And because of these moments, I was the ruler who reigned with justice, mercy, and grace.