I crave the warmth of another heart in an affectionate way, being able to go to them and embrace a their hug full of love and truth. I craved it so much i needed it, i needed to feel it…i have liked this guy for a while now my love for him turning obsessive.

But could you blame me i mean he is gorgeous just my type and his personality is like walking into a warm and cozy room after being in the snow, his eyes a beautiful emerald shining like the stone itself. I wanted to tell him how i feel just imaging how happy we would be makes me tear up from excitement.

I spent that night planning a speech of love to present him i baked his favourite dessert i didn’t get much sleep last for obvious reasons, when i arrived at school people gave glances the school didn’t like me very much they think im weird and dont wont anything to do with me beside make my school life horrible but that all disappeared when i saw the love of my life standing by the door frame.

I ran over to meet his eyes mine full of love, “hey!, can we talk?” I glimmered

“Sure?” He looked over to his friends and they giggled judgmentily, “so whats up?” He asked looking at my basket then back at me. “I-I….I’M INLOVE WITH YOU!…” tears started forming in my eyes and I realised i said that but my tears turned to waterfalls when i saw the disgusted look on his face his presence was no longer warm to me it was ice cold and painful his glares strangling me.

“The feeling you have for me aren’t the sme i have for you..” he softly but sternly spoke

“But you always talk to me!..you say you care about me, you remeber my birthday and my favourite colour!” I cry out

“Lilah..I dont have you on any social media platforms TO talk to you..” he looked at me in pity.

“B-but” i felt numb….and crased to my knees, he patted my shoulder and walked back to his friends.

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I peaked my head around the bush looking at her figure guilty…

’I just love you, and i know you would never love me…’