I hate you.

I HATE _YOU _SO MUCH!

I HATE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!! I hate that you can toy with my feelings. I hate that I can’t focus on my work. I hate how I can’t write without you coming to mind. I hate it. I hate when someone makes a joke, I think of you. I hate that whenever I talk to someone, I can’t just talk about you. I hate when I’m happy, I can’t share my happiness with you. I hate it when I realize I’m just another person to you. I hate how different we are, how different I am. I hate how we’re growing up and growing apart. I hate how we used to be not just any normal friends. I hate the idea of friends now. I hate how no one can take my mind off of you. I hate how I used to be before you. I hate you. I guess I can’t really say I hate you. Because I was the one who replied to your message. So I hate myself for thinking I could hate you. For thinking I could even begin to hate you. I liked it when I didn’t know you. When you weren’t on my mind 25/7. Where I didn’t feel like you were my heaven. I should’ve stayed in my own world. But now I’m out in your world. It just brings pain to me. So maybe I should start saying to myself “Never again.” ………………………………………………………………… I tried to be as vague as possible.