Panacea
Agatha lost, in the attic she moans
at the latticework spindled around her frail bones
weaving up from the floorboards, stale rot seeped below
where you left her decaying, this star of your show
A perfection imperfect, played in the wrong key
dolled up for the image you wish them to see;
worry not, my dear Agatha—beauty prevails!
Fill your heart with the promise of fanciful tales
Being told at expense of your labouring breath,
give the crowd one last bow before feigning your death
Oh, but Agatha dear, listen not to their cries
for I know how your mind feels infested with flies
And the visions of maggots devouring your thoughts
in a theatre dark, void of souls to distraught
My, that rot! It has aged with its spores in your veins
anchored deep in the flesh, blackened gangrenous bane
How they worry the stench will alert and offend,
yet the world whispers not about those living dead;
early grave we’ve been sent by the hands giving life
early grave we exist, victims culled by the strife
Of an ailment invisible, doubted by eyes
that can see without seeing, condemn us to lie
for the thing which invades and dismembers our souls
is a challenge for science, placebos, and moulds
They’ve curated to test how we function the best
yes, we’re screwed in the head but the pills give us rest!
Oh but Agatha, darling, please hear me and know
that I too am immune to this quaint puppet show
And the drugs they proclaim will keep each of us sane?
Well, they don’t stop the shadows that claw at our brains,
only stifle the drive and the will to create
crudely snuffed ‘til our love is defiled by hate
Drenched in mania cuffed to a picturesque scene, dripping foul with fine print they twist to demean
every fire within, every promising singe
glinting raw in the embers of madness unhinged
My dear Agatha, found—in the attic she breathes
out the air of a life she’d lived only in dreams
floating up from the floorboards, her corpse sleeps below
where she left it decaying, once star of your show
Imperfection perfected, played in the right key
dolled up for the image she wished them to see;
this imperfect perfection who set herself free
with the pills as prescribed: happiness guaranteed!