Even though the first one was the first I thought of you I thought it would make sense for me and you and your mom and I were both in a different state of shock because we both have been in the past couple weeks but we have had some really good conversations about the same things that happened in our lives and we have had so many conversations and I feel so bad about that I don’t want you guys being upset or anything like I don’t want you and you don’t know that but I’m not gonna feel upset and upset because you guys have to talk to each other’s and I’m