Seasons
“I can’t be your love.” Alexander’s voice turned cold.
“But..why?!” I panicked, locking my eyes into his sapphire blue ones. I was swimming in them, now I started drowning.
“I was never meant for it.” He shook his head. He was holding back something, but what was it?
I grabbed his hand, “yes you are.” I looked at him with hope, this was was happening, I was really confessing.
“Sarah I-“
“Alexander! You can’t spend the rest of your life alone in an apartment, listening to music that isn’t even…” my words faded. I wanted the best for him, and he thinks he deserved nothing. No— he deserved the world, “it’s not your fault things ended up turning the way it is. You need someone here with you.”
He sniffed, I couldn’t tell if it was because of the temperature or because of my words, but I got my answer.
“What are you so afraid of, Alex?” I asked him gently, my voice shaking now.
“I’m afraid…I’ll ruin your life.”
“I can’t be your love.”
“I can’t be your love, because I’m afraid, I’ll ruin your life.”
-Seasons, Wave to Earth
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Meaning; This song is about how one (the narrator) can’t love because he thinks he is not good enough for someone, but will always be beside someone.