an ode to do nothing
nothing at all
even miss our midnight call
for I need rest in my everlasting relaxation
and you prohibit that
you constantly take and take
until I’m empty
nothing left
yet you hide me from the rest
I thought this was love but why do you do that?
pretend I’m just a girl
not someone you bound your every sinful thought to
for I read minds
even your bad intentions yet I didn’t see the signs
for I can only have all of you or none
because half is never enough
so until you choose I continue to do nothing
I will be waiting at our spot until the woods devour all I see
the crickets tell me to leave
warning of the night creatures wanting something to eat
then I go home and wait by the phone
still…nothing
for as distant as I my heart may seem I still ache for you
you, you, you
there’s a spot in my heart just for you
yet it’s easily replaceable