i reek of... there i sat, the beaming and bloodied image of a virgin but i could not convince them of it my black and white bounds were blurred lines when scrutinized it was no longer my responsibility to defend my purity culture had become muddied, but not to me i had nothing left to prove, nothing left to say, my pleas now had gone away with satisfaction in my eyes and a tight lipped mouth on my face to them i was but one fall from grace away to be denied at the gates when comes my day my best kept secret, at this point just for fun what was mine had been kept given away to no one.