Loyalty,

never leave me,

don't do me dirty,

I fear betrayal,

but I take it,

because I fear abandonment more,

Treat me like shit,

But stay,

I wanna be with you,

more,

When you don't reply for a day,

I don't think you're just away,

I think you hate me,

I think you're dead,

I forget you ever lived,

and sometimes,

I just feel,

betrayed,

Loyalty,

never leave me,

Don't do me dirty,

I fear distrust,

I won't do you like those others,

I'll just leave you,

in the dust,

When I'm away,

I'm running,

Not from you,

from myself,

From being evil

from being loved

from be cared for,

from loyalty,

from being myself