To Care
**I stand here, waiting for yet another argument.**
**Yet another distant friend.**
**Yet another bitter thought.**
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**But who am I?**
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**Am I the one sparking the argument?**
**The one drifting further away?**
**The one acting upon the bitterness?**
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**Or am I someone who has yet to find their own worth, their own place?**
**Someone cursed to care too deeply.**
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**If only I could tear free the heart-shaped void called empathy—**
**Hold it in my hands, let it pool in my palms.**
**I’d crush it with my anger, gnash it between my teeth,**
**Let it burn away in my tears.**
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**This curse is a blessing, but it wounds me.**
**Hurts me because I am willing to be vulnerable,**
**Willing to truly see others,**
**Willing to understand.**
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**I connect my soul to yours, one way though it may be.**
**And though I harm myself with all this caring,**
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**That’s enough for me.**