On this beach I am at peace,

I sit in the sand feeling like I have the world in my hands.

As the waves roll up on shore, tranquility fills my sore heart.

I think about my past flooding into my future, like a tsunami that is chanced to happen. This brings my mood to flatten.

I try to forgive and forget when I give my heart to someone and they lose it, yet this causes me to redo it.

Sometimes I feel like a fish in the sea, where all they care about is trying to survive from everything surrounding it, but I want to feel like a whale, adventuring and careless, ignoring it.

How can one person live with others following them like a shark, I feel like the little fish that follows the shark, and I don’t want to be kept in the dark, and away.

Is he making me feel like this or am I wrapped up in my emotions? Is it me that can’t keep up with him and his needs? Or maybe just maybe, do I need to find a new fish in the sea?