I needed you the most back then,

abandoned, abused, confused, uncertain-

You lost your cool with me and who can blame you?

I know I am a pain.

I took it on myself, it was my fault you left.

I was too much of a mess.

It was my fault.

Missing you has been my burden I've been glad to bear. And even though we don't talk anymore, I will say kind words about you.