My faith has passed me by

I cannot find my heart

Each day has come alive

But night brings me apart

I saw her once above

O Lady where have you gone

Away from me unloved

Where has my mind has drawn?

I wanted you here to stay

To give myself some hope

Just as you gave yourself away

But my betrayal feels like that rope

Am I to be that Judas?

To turn my back to you

Or perhaps it will be Brutus

Stabbing you through and through

But please O Lord I implore

I have asked more than once

But why do you choose to ignore

Were my prayers not enough?

I am not sure if you are there

Though if you are I would have to say

I do not think you care

For there are better gods to pray