I wake up in the morning hoping to hear from you, but it’s only my mom’s voice telling me to halt.

Always finding you at the right place but wrong time and even though I can’t stop thinking about you something doesn’t feel right.

I want to call you but seeing your name causes a war of butterflies and im scared for the ride.

As my sleep paralysis are keeping my up, wish I could blame it on you, but know it’s my fault as much.