You told told me you loved me

Something I believed

Something I still believe

But something I question

It turns my insides

Makes me question our time together

What if it wasn’t the truth

What if you didn’t love me

But the thought of me

Or maybe you don’t mean it at all

The thought turns me

Turns me upside down

My brain

My body

My heart

It turns

Makes me wonder

Was your love ever really real?