I beg for you to teach me,

To continue teaching me,

Because I have no idea what to fucking do.

I question your judgement, staying with someone who wanted someone else,

Who only came back at the end of the night,

To sleep in his own bed.

Is this what I deserve too?

Stranded on an island, by myself,

Sinking slowly, declaring, SAVE OUR SHIP.

But what’s ours?

The acceptance of being second best?

Maybe you taught me that.

Is there anyone to save me?

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Can you tell me? Will he be the one to save me?