I feel no connection

To all my friends

My family

Not to anyone

Who shows affection

I feel alone and isolated

I can hear the love

The cheers

The forgiveness

Of the hated

I sense and see

That people care

They worry

And want me

To be happy

But I am stuck

In my own world

Surrounded by a bubble

Of numbness

And bad luck

I want my bubble to pop

But I’m scared

And hesitant

Of what happens

When its comfort stops