My whole life I feel like I’ve been searching for something that isn’t there, that I cannot find. Like I’m trying to complete a puzzle but one piece got destroyed. No matter how hard I try or how much I search, it seems as if I’m going on a treasure hunt without the treasure. I’ve always just walked around feeling like there’s a gaping hole in my chest that will never be filled. Am I asking for too much? I want to be conplete, not perfect.