I just turned 50. I’m a man. This is a fictional book if anyone asks. Why should you read this? I really don’t know. Let me start from the beginning. I’m going to lead you down the path that I took from Young religious child to skeptical scientific college student to a physician who believes in God as much as I believe in gravity. I will get into what I mean by God and how I came about this confidence someone will be disappointed by the simplicity, but hopefully a few will feel empowered. The only way I know to tell the story is just tell the story of my life. At this point, I feel compelled to warn the reader that this is not a book for Christians. Well, I followed the teachings of Jesus maybe I should say I respect the teachings of Jesus I’m not all that good at following them sex and drugs have fueled most of my behavior and decisions. However, I do feel God has done their best to show me that something exist beyond what we interpret as matter. Energy and consciousness are not new age nonsense. They must be reconciled by science and our logical minds

Again, this is fictional.