Intrusive Thoughts
⚠️WARNING: this talks about intrusive thoughts and possibly anxiety. This may seem very confusing to some people, but I made this story to summarize that the wife has betrayed the husband/hurt him and abused him to the point he started having intrusive thoughts.
I watched her,
Even in my corner she towered.
Bigger than a giant.
She was better than an giant.
The dagger looked down in her hand.
And in these moments you really think,
Think about all your past memories:
Mistakes
And Prosperity.
We had it all, so who
Knew my wife would stab me in my back?
Literally.
I saw her thoughts through her eyes,
Racing miles.
Intrusive thoughts taking over.
I guess it was my fault for not seeing them.
The demons that danced in
My wife’s eyes.
I can’t curse myself for being so
B L I N D.
There was no point in fighting back,
The demons led her,
Took their hands on here to guide her
To my death.
There were moments of flashes.
I knew my wife was still in her head.
Stuck.
I wish I could help her, but
As she neared.
The end of my life was just beyond
Beyond what seemed like
Everlasting mountains. I was so
Foolish to waste my time.
And if only I had seen the warnings
What would happen if I fought back?
-Wait why would I do that
What if I killed her instead?
What if I didn’t tell anyone about her
Dead body?
What if-
And then it hit me.
The realization of what she was going
She had given me her demons.
And she dropped on her knees crying
The knife rattled on the floor and i was left there.
I was left dancing with her devils.
I hate her, how could she make me
Feel this pain.
Think these thoughts.
Should I finish her off?
What if she tries to come at me again?
Should I stab her now and get it over with?