Please take this apology,

For crying in the shower,

All to cloak my agony,

Forgive my desperate cower.

“Nice guys like to see a smile,”

So sorry,

But every time I smile,

My face feels so defiled.

The pain is unbearable.

This grin, unwearable.

No longer am I joyful, when you look at me.

No more shall I linger, so that we can be.

Goodbye, dearest.

Sincerely,

Me.