Swallow. You can’t just ignore this problem. Your gonna have to swallow and digest it. This is your problem. You’re responsible. You are the one they are counting on. This is because of you. Your fault. Even if you don’t want them to find out, you know they will. Eventually. You can’t keep it hidden.

Hidden? Can this thing stay hidden any longer? How could you make it so? No. No, no, no. You can’t. Or shouldn’t. You have to see this through. Your responsibility. You have to face what happened. Face it and admit what you feel.

Guilt. This is your fault. This is all because of you. Because you didn’t listen. Your brothers have been hurt because of your foolishness. You have to come clean. Two then it was you. But before, find a solution. Because everything is better with a solution.