Why do I feel pathetic

For feeling emphatic?

Like I’m being used

And ran through like credit.

I would be sacrificial

For the ones I love most

I get too attached

And don’t know how to let go

I get too close

And when the energy isn’t returned

It leaves a empty hole like the nostril

At the bottom of my nose 😪

I know I can’t be what you want

I can’t be him or her

I’m a liability and an absolute

I’m just destitute

And I will not keep getting hurt,

Keep my distance and be in solitude