My Headache.
Words are jumbled and confusing,
Much like a jigsaw puzzle,
Too many meanings for too
many things,
It causes my brain to befuddle!
Grammar is such a headache, all
these βdoβsβ and βdonβtβs,β
Rhyming including, because
some words will work, and others
wonβt.
Ask why I still write, and I will act
as though I donβt posses a reply,
But, really, I do, and it, I choose
to hide,
But I, sometimes, inquire of myself
the same thing,
βWhy write your heart out, in story
or in poem, when it makes your
head ring?β
Because it is an escape that is too
easy to grab,
These stories are yours, and
control, you have,
It is my way of expressing myself
without directly pointing to me,
My many stories, to put it simply,
are my safe place, they set
me free,
Because, yes there is grammar,
and a pain it can be,
But once I look over my creation,
I truly see me,
I see every struggle and every
little thing I cherish all in one,
Although blind, it may be to
some.
Truth is, I donβt write for others
to search for their praise,
I write for myself because with
every story, carries a new day,
A new fantasy of your own
liking,
Something no one can take
from you, because it is
_your_ writing.
So with every irritation of
the confusions of this puzzle,
Once it is finished, much like
a puzzle, when I finish, I no
longer see rubble,
I see cherry blossom trees,
And little farries with little
wings.
I see dragons with tempers,
And magical folks that sing.
I see grumpy trolls with their
grim faces and even grimmer
perspectives,
Broken-hearted princes, who
no longer know what love is.
With every mountain stretching
across a made-up land,
Mostly I see myself, and the
many things one can make
with many little strokes of
a hand.
So whereas past tenses and
βfirst personβ to βthird
personβ can get confusing,
Once finished, the fantasy
is yours, forever, down to
the pixies and ponies, to
every creeping thing.