We just met on the first day of class, it was theatre. Listening to the girls talking with the teacher, and making friends with people. I find “him” as we started to get along communications stopped. I wonder why that is. “Well maybe he just needs some space” until it’s been 2 months.

I talk to him again, having a deep crush that I keep gaslighting myself into pretending I don’t. The way he looks and presents himself makes me fall in love. But he doesn’t care.

It seems like he doesn’t want to talk to me, acting distant and unfriendly. It’s weird but whatever. It seems like every boy that I dislike likes me, I’ve already been asked by 3 guys.

But not asked by “him” he’s just silent and cold.