**_PENNY_**

Day 1

Thomas Meers

Is still in my mind

And my ear is still in shambles

My parents have put me in a cage

A white, white cage.

They say it’s for my own good.

No, no

Not for my own good

For theirs

The sane think

We are bad

That we are a stain on life

But no,

They don’t know

They don’t know

Day 7

The sane feed me

Through a little hatch

On the door

Everything is white

They give me white trays

White papers

The only thing of color

Are the crayons

They give me

I never was good at drawing

But I draw

I draw the monster in my mind

Day ???

I’ve lost track of the days

I’m sorry

I’m sorry

I’ve drawn many pictures now

One of Thomas

One of the angel man—I hate him

I’m scared

What if they find me

What if they find me???

They won’t find me

They won’t

They must’ve forgotten about me

Yes

Yes

Yes

I’ve stopped putting the days

Why do it when I don’t know

The sense isn’t clicking

The sane give me books now

Books to read

To pass the time

I never hear their voices

I never hear their names

I’m not quite sure I’m alive

Is this hell?

Or is this heaven with a price?

I hope they don’t find me

I’m out

They found me

There’s more of them

Four

Four now

Thomas, Angel Man, God, Follower

And two more now

After we hopped into the van

Click and Twitch

Why couldn’t they keep me there?

I know think that that

Was my heaven

Now I am in hell

And no

There are no Penny’s for my troubles

Because I’m right here

No

No

No

No

No

No

No

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_(You know, I think Penny is the hardest because she isn’t really bad, but she’s more like Aubrey [Twitch is what Penny calls her] in a sense, but not. _

_Penny used to like to kill, but then she met Thomas—I did write about that—and he bit her ear off for leaving Holland to die. She’s afraid of Thomas and the idea of killing again mostly because she believes that if she kills again, he’ll find her. Uhm…you see how that worked out. They found her in the asylum anyway. _🙃

_Anyways, I love this series and thank you all—mostly Miss Katie Lyn—for reading! I know it’s kind of a peculiar topic to say the least. Have a great day! _❤️_)_