“I look up from the ground to see your sad and teary eyes” this part of Be Alright by Dean Lewis perfectly described the sad scenario on that faithful cold night. It was freezing that day, and I remember us holding hands chatting away about everything and anything. There are genuine moments in life that time stops, nothing else matters, except spending every second with that one person that makes your heart flutters.

She was perfect in every aspect you could think. Beautiful, smart, feminine, hardworking, kind, generous, thoughtful, warm, happy, she's without a fault.

I am bringing up the image of your face on that cold night, and till date, it still hurts my heart so bad. The tears were so warm that I understood they were coming from a place of pain. We had to dissolve our love that was so pure and beautiful because of a silly mistake I made. It wasn't cheating; it was a bad habit that our love was the price I had to pay.

Thank you for travelling with me to end our beautiful love. Thank you for showing me what passion truly is. Thank you for your kindness. Thank you for opening my heart. Thank you for all the beautiful moments we shared. I have so many fantastic life experiences, but nothing has come close to what you shared with me. I know I hurt you deeply, and I respect your decisions for cutting ties if that would bring you peace.

I am still not able to get rid of the sounds and images of your laughter in my head and to be honest, part of me doesn't want too. I am sorry, but I have recently just got rid of all the underwear I collected. My favourite once where the one you removed in a restaurant. I miss your smell so much, it hurts. I miss caring for you when you are tired from flying. There are genuinely angels roaming this earth, and I am lucky to have experienced one. I know you are somewhere colouring someone else’s life, and that brings me joy. You are nothing but light.

Our greatest joy and our most significant pain come from our relationship with others.

I laugh and cry at the same time. It is the best feeling ever, and I think everyone should experience it before the expiry date.

See you in your next life.