“Ha ha ha” laughter echoed through the entire room after hearing the joke jake said aloud to the entire room with smiles and laughter all around the room Alex winced and face turned slowly into a half crooked smile cohen placed her hand on his thigh gently and asked him “whats wrong Alex?” He heaved in and breathed out a heavy sigh whilst shaking his head slowly left and right put his two palms on his face closed his eyes and tears started rolling down slowly, he was exhuasted with thoughts he just wanted to feel free but he had been overthinking and was feeling so disappointed in himself it was almost making him mentally ill, his heart felt very heavy he hated feeling this way.