Never Getting Over You
My mind has cold tile floors
Where your warmth used to stand
I set blankets down for comfort
So I can’t touch where your soul used to land
And perhaps you’re gone forever
And perhaps that’s my own doing’s
And perhaps I should start to believe in never
But for now I will continue my viewings
My mind has an old roof
Sometimes frigid rain leaks inside
It covers my home in deathly ice
Gives my heart what seems like frostbite
And perhaps I will never be warm again
And perhaps I’m guilty of the cold
And perhaps I wouldn’t be so in need of heat
With your hand to hold
My mind has weeds in my garden
Where my dreams used to grow
My daises and ambitions
Have wilted without your glow
And perhaps you don’t want me anymore
And I wanted you to be my guest far too late
And perhaps even as the world tries to tear us apart
Even in death I’d want you as my fate
My mind has cobwebs in the corners
Where you used to make me laugh
Spiders crawl down my walls
Disturbing your memory’s path
And perhaps this is what I deserve
For making you run away
And perhaps you’re something I’ll never get over
And perhaps I will try someday
My mind is growing empty
Not even the rain comes anymore
Just dreadful silence
To haunt me all the more
And perhaps silence is what I need
To run from the memories of us two
And perhaps you will forever be my guest
Because my mind will never stop thinking of you