Sitting back, taken back

I can learn, learn, learn

I’m still not a winner

For friends, I have yet I lack

No talks last a second

A second when I’m leading

I mess up, the demons are feeding

I’m nervous of faults, I reckon

“I’m not confident enough for this”

I write in the corner

Not confident enough for life

I must learn to be laid-backed

Yet it is just so hard

So hard when I write in the corner