I wake up to the sounds of birds Chirping in the glow of morning this begins to shock me as dread begin wash over me as I realize what day it is.

Eyes check and begin to smell check

I then take a piece of chocolate from my nightstand and eat it and though I can taste the chocolate I can’t feel it from my hand to my mouth.

I begin to check by slapping my forehead than over and over again after which I give in to the current reality

“touch gone it could be worse” I say as I begin reading the senses book.

“Those who cannot feel on this day should avoid biting the tongue and avoid doing activities that require you to feel to avoid feeling depressed” I said out loud

I put the page down and begin to get dressed for the day it’s interesting not feeling anything not feeling the clothes draw on your body not feeling the scrunchy on my hair so so weird

Then begins walking is another strange thing it’s like I’m walking on air but also not so glad this is happening on a weekend and not a school day could you believe what would people say I would make my moniker the ice queen a literal thing

After experiencing the sensations of walking downstairs I talk to my mom who can’t hear me so she spoke to me through a notebook

“ I’m sorry Sammy food is on the table if you want it yes just pop tarts and eggs today still trying to get over this” the letter said

I write back “that’s OK I can’t feel by the way so it’s a little dangerous to eat something super solid right now”

I try going throughout the day like this it was normal but weird aside from going on a brief juice diet with a couple of chocolates not much strange happened until three hours before 12 AM.

(Sorry guys I’m gonna have to cut it here today)