I feel the smile across my face

The laughter from a joke I tell

But still inside I can’t describe

It doesn’t feel real.

I’d like to think I’m happy

Bring good times to all know.

I cannot hide my darkened mind

Is this happy? I don’t know...

I think it’s easy to be eased

Black thoughts go back to bed

Happy comes from friends around

I thank you Pillowhead.

They say more people have it rough

that does not mean I don’t find it tough.

I do not have anxiety yet the fear of life gets the best of me

It’s hard to say, but I know some day...

Everything’s fine.