You’re gentle, yet you are rough

You’re quiet, yet you are loud

You’re gaze is warm, yet sharp

All combined into the horrible person you are

I think I can love you, yet I regret my decisions

I think I can fall in love, yet I still stand waiting to fall

I think I can give in to your touch, yet I doubt that wondrous feeling

All combined into the horrible person you are

“I swear, I’ll kill you if you do,” he said

“I swear, I’ll slit your throat,” he said

“I swear, I’ll point a gun to your head,” he said

All combined into the horrible person you are

I was right, he pointed a gun at me

I was right, he abused me

I was right, he manipulated me

All combined into the horrible person you are

I’m losing breath, he’s killing me

I’m losing breath, his cold, pale hands strangling me

I’m losing breath, I shouldn’t have gotten into this

All combined into the horrible person you are

Gone, I lie there cold and soulless

Gone, I am yet another victim of him

Gone, a victim of a demon