warmth
You’re gentle, yet you are rough
You’re quiet, yet you are loud
You’re gaze is warm, yet sharp
All combined into the horrible person you are
I think I can love you, yet I regret my decisions
I think I can fall in love, yet I still stand waiting to fall
I think I can give in to your touch, yet I doubt that wondrous feeling
All combined into the horrible person you are
“I swear, I’ll kill you if you do,” he said
“I swear, I’ll slit your throat,” he said
“I swear, I’ll point a gun to your head,” he said
All combined into the horrible person you are
I was right, he pointed a gun at me
I was right, he abused me
I was right, he manipulated me
All combined into the horrible person you are
I’m losing breath, he’s killing me
I’m losing breath, his cold, pale hands strangling me
I’m losing breath, I shouldn’t have gotten into this
All combined into the horrible person you are
Gone, I lie there cold and soulless
Gone, I am yet another victim of him
Gone, a victim of a demon