I have loved you since I came upon you, my darling.

You were so beautiful, but way too reckless.

I couldn't watch you destroy yourself, could I? I know my methods are unusal and you don't always understand, why I have to hurt you to keep you save. Be asured, I would never hurt you more than necessary.

You might think you are having a heart attack, but it will be over soon and you'll know it was just a small panic attack. I know it makes you cry and that it hurts in the moment, but at least you are save with me, my love.

Just imagine what could happen to you, if you left the house. These other people could hurt you. They could break your body AND your spirit! Aren't you happy that I only mess with your mind from time to time? It is a small price to pay to ensure that no one can hurt you, wouldn't you agree?

My darling, you are so beautiful and I cannot risk losing you to someone who doesn't deserve you. I want to be alone with you. I need you. And I know that you need me too.

So please, my love, put away those pills. Don't break our connection, by fogging up your brain with these chemicals. I am begging you! I cannot keep you save, if you shut me out.

I will keep you save from this cruel world, full of these cruel people, all talking behind your back.

That's it my darling, throw them all into the toilet and flush them down.

Now we are alone at last and I am always going to keep you save.

I love you.