Hot stings of pain slash at my cheeks. My hands unsteadily hold a neatly folded piece of paper. I trace my fingers over the smooth edges calming my mind.

Inhaling the smell of wild flowers and warm grass I wait patiently for Sunny. My childhood friend.

The grass green and wild thrashes in the wind. I take another deep breath and try my best to keep my legs from shaking.

I have always had a crush on him. For as long as I can remember he has been my number one. Someone who is always there for me.

I pray silently he feels the same way about me.

My stomach flips at the thought, excitement shining in my eyes.

Brown curly hair sways gently in the wind.

A kind smile climbes up his face eyes crinkling.

“Hi lavi!” He calls out.

I can’t help but smile as a watch him wave at me and calling my name. Spending the rest of my life with him would solve everything.

“Hi Sunny.” I return his greating cheerfully, my smile never leaving.

“What’s up?” He pauses “You said you wanted to give me something?”

I once was full of excitement and movement not able to stand still. A chill creeps down my neck, down my spine. Still as can be I answer.

“Yes, sorry for making you come out all this way. I just really wanted to give you something important and it’s really pretty here.”

Stupid stupid stupid. Stop rambling Lavender!

Sunny smiles and takes a look around, green eyes scan the flowers taking in the sights.

“Yeah, I guess”

Feeling panicked I shove the note into his chest.

“Read”

I nervously scan his face while he reads. My heart pounds in my chest, heat climbing my neck and face.

Sunnies expression deadpans.

I feel my heart drop.

It’s okay lavender, he will feel the same way I know it!

“Lavi…” he breathes out. “I’m sorry”

My heart stops and vision blurry.

“I, I don’t really see you that way”