you are so high
I see you so high above
You don’t even notice, I want your love
You can’t even seem to deem me worthy enough send me your soul
We used to be inseparable now I’m afraid you’ve left me to be dull
Forgive me for being stupid enough for thinking I held your heart
Well, you still hold my heart
Now is it so wrong, for your former lover to wish to hold your hand once more
Or is it unacceptable? Is it another chore?
You’ve left me feeling barren, what more can a girl do
But rise up from the ground I fell upon, without you?
Without your cold demeanor, I can make do
Without your dismissive hand,
What did I ever see in you?
Ok, maybe it was your dreamy eyes
Or possibly that you made me feel so brand new
But I can do that to
I have that to
It is hard to let you go though
To let go of your charming smile
Of nights where we’d dance like we were into the 50’s style
But then I remember the bad nights
Where you’d come home with ruby red lipstick right on your cheek
Or those awful fights that would never end alright
I wanted to leave
But you left first
But not after a few curses were versed
So there you left me, feeling dead on the floor
But little did I there was so much more
So we’re back to the part of my story where I rose
Did I mention, that when he looked back, he’s the one that froze?
He was in shock he noticed I wasn’t lying there where he left me
It made me laugh, something I hadn’t done in years
I could feel tears fall down my face
And at last he disappeared without a trace
And for the first time, I felt ready
Alone, but steady
And I finally remembered what freedom really meant