Too Busy To Be Alive
Once I told a stranger
I’ve never lived a day in my life
He looked as if I was in danger
Of losing my very own mind
He asked me why
I thought such a thought
With a beating heart
Oh why I ought
To speak a way
When I was living now
A girl with breathing lungs
A life profound
I told him clearly
That I was surely alive
But I wouldn’t be living
Until the day I died
My life was full of worry
My tasks sky high
I was so busy
I had no time to try
So once again he said
But you are not dead
I replied that
But I am not inside my head
I’ve never stopped thinking
Never stopped to dream
Never stopped to speak a word
Worth anything to me
I do the same thing every day
I live life pointless as I decay
I’ve never been living
I’ve just been merely alive
[This is breifly based off of a quote. “To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all” - Oscar Wilde]