You know the my plan that year was to just stick to one friend and not to interact but when u came to me I felt joy and happy and complete!

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Now a second year with you I felt more confident

Comeplete

Compelled

But my motivation for my hobbies dropped

You words were nothing but a waste in motivation.

You may have help and boosted my confidence and making me happy but the more I spend with you

The more I get self conscious in how much I wish I can be you

I wish I had opportunities like you

opportunities that I would’ve taken but you wasted

I’m not who I wanted to be or who I’m trying to be for you

But you don’t care for me

You talk all the time about how one day your gonna replace me when I’m not needed

And I say I don’t care and act on it

But who am I if your not there?