I dream about what it’d be like

To be the girl in my books

To be the girl that the boys fall in love with

The ones they kiss in the rain

The ones that joke with

The ones they give cute gestures

I want their love monologues

I want their silly banter

I want their friendship

I don’t want boys who text me all day long

I don’t want boys who deny they’re love for me

I don’t want boys who don’t care

I want to be the girl in my books

I want to be loved like them

I dream about being them

But once I close my book

Then suddenly…

It’s over