I have almost no personality to my parents

If I sat still and silently obeyed, I would get anything I wanted

Father had an important position in the army and would do anything to protect not losing it

Even if that means losing connections to his family

I'm not an only child, I do have a baby sister who sucks up all the attention wherever we go, seemly leaving none for me

My parents only had room to love are child, and that child was not me

I was silenced everytime I peeped my opinion

Silence was a priceless gift from me to them