For fear of spreading myself too thin, I started writing this letter who knows how many years ago when I first realized my days were numbered

So, if you find it difficult to envision me in some areas as I am now, that makes two of us.

To all who are only really concerned with the proceedings of my will, it is contained in this letter towards the end.

Without further ado

Welcome to my life, and death.

_Hello!_

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_If you are reading this, I’m sure we’ve acquainted ourselves at a previous conjecture. _

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_But_

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_Just to remind you how incredible I am, my name is William Pensworth, semi-famous owner of an actually-famous radiology company._

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_I developed it alongside my dearly beloved _

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_And missed_

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_Later selling it to make myself a fortune _

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_And a disappearance._

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_Now, you may ask, why is such a handsome and incredible self made man selling his company?_

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_Well. That is a very layered question, and I commend your brilliance in asking so!_

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_When I first discovered the technology that harnesses the energy in individual chemicals to manufacture artificial light seemingly from nowhere_

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_Obviously I was very happy_

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_My favorite hobby was to repeat that very accomplishment to every organism that had ears _

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_Which is a lot, I assume _

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_(I’m not a biologist as well, only a genius) _

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_But it took me several years of testing to find out how exactly I could implement my theory._

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_Me and my wife spent many, many years testing our product, figuring out how to essentially, Safely, induce enough energy in a molecule to have it produce heat and therefore light _

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_We got one part right._

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_Our dates were in laboratory’s and we’d feed each other strawberries until we were full enough to use the rest for testing_

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_Truly it was a bright (tee-hee) time in my life _

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_If my experiments failed, my heart beat fast enough to shine on my life forever._

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_It still does. _

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_But I’ve decided it was enough for me, so I promptly sold my company to bask in it in darkness somewhere you’ve obviously found if your reading this_

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I miss her

Do you know what it’s like,

To see the product of your design

That took away the only light that mattered

Shining everywhere in everything because of YOU

I cannot be reminded of it

Or taken away from the light she left in me

If I knew that all our experimentation would

Bring about a latent disorder in her genealogy

I would’ve used my knowledge to put a blanket on the stars

Suffocate them so I could lay with her

Cold but warm in her arms

I hate when day comes because I see myself in true light

Looking at hands that tried to give

But took away any thing I truly cared to see

In this glorious

Decrepit life I designed

I hope some of you out there look at who you love

With smiles

Illuminated ones

With every inch of your being

Give them your all

It’s all you’ll ever have.

Some of my family has tried to reach out, 3 years now since I’ve

Dissipated

I’ve never really known anyone

I tried making my own light because

I had none guiding me

My entire life

I looked to the stars so much I tried to make one

And eventually I found one

Who returned to the sky as well.

Maybe

I am ready for the sky to set.

Alright.

_****Hey people. **

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**My cough has worsened as of late.**

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**But **

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**Scars are starting to heal.**

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**I’ve started to realize how nice it feels on some summer days**

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**But I also know the danger of heat**

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**Better than anyone**

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**My writing is starting to fade**

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**It’s hard to muster enough **

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**Pressure **

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**To finish sentences**

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**But I want to atleast have this to look over**

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**If anyone will ever find it**

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**I need to give it my best**

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**It’s **

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**All I**

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**Have.**

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Hello. It seems you’ve made it to the end. I am incredibly weak right now, but somehow my spirit has grown a bit stronger. I’m excited to return to what I love. What has guided me, what I now know I’ve been envious of in some ways, but has always been everything.

I’m excited to return to the sky

To say hi to one star in particular

You might ask me why,

If I’m so weak

How can I still write?

Well****

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**The darkness is never as fast as the light is**

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Oh, and one more thing.

For those who I’ve never really known

Who skipped to the end for my will which I mentioned some years ago

**Fuck you.**

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**I’m off to see my wife. **

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