He told me that I had the key to his heart ,

But it seems, as though I had a roommate

He would kiss me with a soft embrace

But the tenderness was harsh with reluctant pleasure

He promised that he would love me

He promised that he would belong to me and me alone

He wouldn’t run astray and run into the arms of another

Even under this dull night,

He stroke his cigarette and curls it around his lips

Perhaps our love was like that?

Dangerous, intoxicating but with a crumbling foundation.

Even know, I crave his affection but I know I shouldn’t.

The same cigarette, he loved and protected

I, too, used to protect

But i have moved on

It’s funny, while we were destroying ourselves,

I helped build him

He was my world

And I was his world

But now it seems;

The world he I knew was no longer as simple as coin.

If he was never going to love me

He would never love anyone else

I promised myself, if he was never going to love me, he would never love anyone again.

I was his world

And without me, his world would crumble